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I want to be humiliated.
Call me a slut. Call me a whore. Slap my face. Expose me. Make me expose myself. Make me wet. Let them watch.
I want to be objectified.
Talk about me like I am not there. Throw me about. Make me feel small. Put me away like a toy. Show me off. Give me to your friends.
I want to be used.
Any time, anywhere. Fuck me until I am raw. Fuck me until I don’t beg for more. Then fuck me some more just because you can. Fuck my face, see how deep my throat goes. Make mascara stream down my face. Spread it around with your cock. Rape me.
I want to be degraded.
I want your boot on my face and your fingers in my asshole. Don’t let me wash. Send me home covered in your cum. Tell people.
I want pain.
Spank me. Cane me. Leave me bruised and aching. Make it so every time I sit down I think of you. Make it so I can’t sit down. Make it so I can feel my nipples erect and tender in my bra at work. Make it so I am aroused for days from the echos of the pain.
I want to be marked.
Leave bruises in places you know I have to hide. Write on me where you know people will see. Make it permanent.
I want to be vulnerable.
Tie me up and leave me there. Gag me. Blindfold me. Leave me naked. Hang me by my wrists. Spread my legs. Make me look at myself.
I want to be your pet.
Hand feed me. Feed me on the floor. Stroke me and fuck me. Cage me. Put a collar on me and let me curl up at your feet when you’re finished.
I want pleasure.
Make me wet before you touch me. Rub my clit raw. Make me come until I can’t take any more. Fuck my ass and leave me laying in a puddle of my own juices. Make me dizzy in ecstasy.
I want to cry.
I want to break down. I want to cry in shame, in love, in pleasure, in pain.
I want to be a better person.
Help me grow. Make us better together. Punish me. Push my boundaries and bring me back again.
I want to serve, for your pleasure.
I want to be looked after.
I want to be equal.
I want to be loved.
Oh fuck. Just that last line. It made me shiver.
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Thanks Jilly. Isn’t that all what we ultimately want?
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Yep.
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Fuck, that is a powerful piece and so strong in the desire to submit;) x
Thank you. xx
This is the writing of a very strong individual. It takes bravery to admit what you ultimately desire – there is no fear here.
LP x
There is fear! I have been keeping this for weeks before sharing it! The fear is what drives me.
Thanks for this comment Lady P, as always your words are so perfect.
Mia xx
I am so proud of you for writing this. I am fully aware of how hard you would have found this. I think just writing it will have left you feeling somewhat vulnerable and exposed in itself never mind publishing it for all to see.
As for the fear, we all have that, but it is when we learn to dance in it’s light that we can really explore the more challenging parts of who are as people.
Mollyxxx
Thank you Molly. You can thank the man sitting next to you for the inspiration to write it in the first place.
There is so much more that I can’t put into words yet. And more that I won’t say out loud yet.
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Yet….
Mollyxxx
Powerful doesn’t even begin to cover it. This is breath-taking and life-affirming at the same time. You make me want three things simultaneously: everything you want for myself or a cock so that I can give you everything that you want. Most of all, I want a Mia all of my own who wants all of these things from me.
Well I do come in my own toy box ;)
Thank you Tonya! x
Wow. I mean really, you should be proud of yourself for your strength to openly admit what you want. Knowing who you are and what you want is tough, opening yourself up and exposing these truths is even tougher. I commend you bravery and strength. Facing your fears is allowing yourself to grow. You are an awesome person and I enjoy your writings.
Wow thank you for this amazing comment. I have been sitting on this post for a long time and as soon as I clicked publish I wanted to change it. I’ll have a ‘What I want V2′ eventually and it will be worse!
Mia x
Simply beyond words, beautiful and touching, submissive love may not be for everyone but for those who feel it’s sweet grip, it is like no other….thank you for sharing! @–}–
I agree, not for everyone. But I assure you, even I read it and still feel the way they might about some things. I still have a sense of shock over what turns people on, and what turns me on.
Thank you for your comment.
Mia xx
Absolutely stunning, beautiful words. In them lie so much truth for me too! Wonderfully written. Thank you!
Rebel
Thank you Rebel x
You’re so brave for posting this, Mia. We should all put this much thought into what we want. I hope you get everything you asked for from the right person/people.
I have put a lot of thought into it. I hope so too, although some stuff I don’t want right away!
Mia x
This is perfect. I want all of those things too.
Want to do them or want them done to you?
Wonderful writing, more please
My girl got guts! You are a bundle of pure brilliance.
lol Thanks!
Guts ain’t half of it…I haven’t figured out what it is tho…
I keep re-reading this blog and it feels like you’ve written exactly how I feel. We are much more similar than I thought… and well done for getting all of these breathtaking, beautiful, powerful feelings and desires out.. you amaze me. <3 xo
Thank you,
I would love to hear your version. In person you carry yourself so confidently with all of this! The only way I can get it out is by writing it down.
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Ah I’m still painfully shy at times… I still keep tapping away, and then I read your beautiful, powerful blog and think mine is rubbish! xo
Oh Mia, this is absolutely breathtaking. I’m sitting here and can’t help shivering. I want to thank you deeply for putting into words and sharing with the world the feelings and desires that drive you. They drive me too, but I neither have your courage nor your eloquence in writing to express it so truthfully.
Thank You, you are an amazing person!
xoxo Jana
Thank you Jana,
This comment is so wonderful.
Mia xx
lovely lovely. Dizzy in ecstasy… *sigh* :)
*sigh* indeed…
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Awww, amazingly friendly, sexy, pure yet dirty girls like you deserve to get everything they want. This post has been lavishly written with total class. The words in it are intense and powerful yet completely succinct. You post with bravery and you shall be rewarded, I have no doubts!
I love your blog and everything in it, but somehow this stands out high amongst the rest. Try not to edit it as you go, but come back in a year and post the mirrored ‘What I got’.
We’ll all wait with baited breath :)
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Ok… that was fucking hot. I think I want to marry you.
This is a remarkable, awesome, honest post. Thank you so much for sharing yourself so openly with us, for making this available to all to read.
This is beautiful. What I really appreciate is that your description of what you want makes me feel the same ecstasy as you even though I’m not sure it’s what I want.
It’s not always easy to say what you want. I applaud you for writing this and getting it out in the open.
Beautiful piece. I hope that my boy feels half of what you feel… :)
Love. Thank you for writing this. It seems we want the same things. :)
My God, it seems as though you’ve written right from my own thoughts…